I gotta face it..

In case there are people missing out on my instagram / Twitter update..

I got my surgeries done. Nose job and fat grafting for my face.

I've seen comments saying i look like a pighead after the surgery but seriously, it's still swollen and it's expected to be like that for about 2 weeks and i am only 1 week into it. I am happy to know that there are people who are eager to jump to conclusion that my surgeries will fail.

BECOX YOU KNOW WHAT, IT IS LOOKING PRETTY GOOD TO ME AND I AM HAPPY TO KNOW THAT THAT WILL MAKE THEM UNHAPPY lolol.

But i am more happy to know that most people have been wishing me speedy recvoery and sending me well-wishes =))) Thank you guys. I have been very well-taken care of and DocDoc has arranged everything properly and professionally for me =))) I am very thankful.

I'm gonna be showing you guys video and i am sad and happy to let you know that those videos would probably be the last videos i make with my old face and old nose lol.

But for now, for most of you are keen and who are cheering me on, this is how i look during my last day in Korea before i remove the splint. One week after the surgery. Zero photoshop. The bruises below my eyes are from filing the hump on my nose bridge and it's expected too lol. In any case, in case you're wondering, no, it doesn't hurt. But i'd share more on what to expect =D

But yeap~ For now, i just wanna say.. Fat grafting is da freaking bomb!!! Makes you look more youthful, appear more feminine, look less sunken and tired =D Will share more REALLY soon =D

I mean look, without fat-grafting, this one also zero photoshop. There's so many uneven sunken areas especially below my cheekbones and on my laugh lines and under my eyes. Also, my forehead is the worst. One full line of dent =( Anyway~ Will share more again!

Now i wanna update my backlog! LOVE this set of pictures taken on the last day of my Japan trip earlier =) Mainly i think cox i 4 - 5 days never wash hair lolol and the curls became softer and chioer.

All the pictures i never edit my face. No need to edit anymore cox i think we ought to have one blogpost to remember how my face actually looks like lol. WITH MAKEUP at least haha.

Hello me, you look very familiar.

One shot before i head out..

To explore Tokyo with Josh ^.^ Actually we didn't go far lah. Always go same places cox everytime go still got new things to see / eat and buy one ^.^V

Found a cute shop front so i had to whore my Hello Kitty bag there haha.

Went for morning breakfast at Freshness Burger =DDD I LOVEEEE the spam + egg burger!!! Can have two at one time. Lol.

While waiting for Josh to do his stuff. I sat outside Freshness and started camhoring lol.

And another angle.. Haha.

And then we had to head for the airport already =( I miss Japan. I miss Japan. I miss Japan.

Have to have a meal at the airport becox i know i'd miss Japan so gotta milk every moment i have there lolol. Just a very simple tomato sauce pasta with prawns. Simply yummy thou.

Josh's aglio olio and our best minestrone soup!!! I LOVE IT!!! The soup!!! It was awesome.

Have to.

We flew ANA i think. Or was it JAL. In anycase.. I think my 80 cents eyelashes are love.

Josh added a surprise ingredient in my pasta lol. He bought an egg from the supermarket and then add it to my pasta as a surprise lolol. Very cheap thrill hor, but it made me happy ^.^

Their convenient store eggs damn love one lor. The egg yolk is melty one also.

Okay that's me drinking milk. Lol.

And my last picture in Japan before we fly back home to Singapore =)))

Alright that's all the pictures i have for Japan =( I will be there soon one!!! And if i go back there again i wanna visit places outside of Tokyo ^.^ Just to experience another kind of beauty there.

Anyway, now now, i am back at home, from Korea. And it's been a pretty insightful trip. I struggled a lot within myself, at many times. I had to choose between being thankful for there's wayyyy too much to be thankful about, or being extra super violent like want to kill a human-being kind of violent, just becox i have reasons to. And i believe it's all Singtel / SKTelcom's fault.

"You don't wanna mess with a social-media whore's mobile data" My mental threat the whole time, to no one. That's why you see, i was really frustrated. It would have helped if i had something to punch.

Punch punch punch. Kick. Slam. Smash.

Okay good night.

*search online for anger management courses*